memories turning bac....

these few days i've got a feelings.........
tat is i'm like doing or acting the way like past time.......
dun know why.......
juz these few days keep reviewing the memories.......
and acting as long as thinking the old ways.......
maybe i'm using the old mind thinking ways all the time gua.....
but juz feels tat........
argh...........
be as a child really is good.......
always thinking of tis since i'm small.......
really dun know tat why the world can be like tis........
getting the older......
juz felt like the world and the society was getting more 'messy'......
really will hope tat we won't be grew up.........
or i'll think about maybe i'm not suit living in the kind of world......
wat can i do???
study is weak.......
all the day juz know playing oni..........
thou tis society hav someone good in playing will get famous....
like WCG players.......
but i'm juz play for fun or could say tat's the way i'm release my stress.......
the way i'm escape from tis world.......
and tis week hav a hot topic tat is 2012.........
not oni the movie.........
but hav some professional ppl said tat 2012 will be the end of tis world......
i've got a feelings tat's if tis is real one.........
hope tis come asap......
can't wait anymore....
maybe my prob is small but i really tired to stay any longer in tis world....
haih........
everyday juz kept escaping from the reality........
thou haven tired about acting like tat........
but sometimes are tired to faces about someone tat's i've felt.......
i've felt lazy to acting i'm fine in front of them........
maybe tis is the life.......
all the day and time juz acting and facing diff ppl............
if tis is the destiny............
wat can i say??
juz wating to the day my life end........
juz like i'm thinking all the time......
when my life going to end........
since i was a kid.......