hurts.....pain......

frens.....
friendship........
couple's.....
loves...........
which more hurts??
which more pain??
for me.....
it's fren's will hurt me more....
and feel more pain.....
cos i've not be in relationship till now......
or i should say..........
maybe 'them' did't really tat treat me as fren....
juz a ppl tat can be abandon anytime.....
study till now....
oni i realize tat some fren's....
really like shit....
thou i'm always alone....
but tis not wat i wan...
but no else know me clearly oni....
and no one else care or treat me like good buddy....
till now oni i've found 3-7 fren....
oni them are able to called fren....
who really i able to share something wit them....
haih.....
maybe tis is the reality,tis being called life....
many ppl in tis world will become sick...
maybe is because of them can't found a true fren tat able to share....
themselves juz themselves....
juz like me........
or i should say me juz like them....
can't found a true fren tat able to share everything....
will today.....
i've juz found few fren's tat can share abit oni....
not all...........
haih....
tis called '知己难求'
haih..........
hope in my life able to find one true fren ba>.<