oct 28

yesterday i've did a stuff tat can able to make me proud....
proud for awile la....
me and brandon fix a door....
but not the normal door but the mirror door....
such heavy....
lucky tat tis 2 weeks got gym and train abit muscle...
still ok oni tis kind of weight..........
today........
argh........
no mood again........
cos of need go to skul and face somebody tat's tired to face them........
dun know y........
tis sem start i've lazy to care or bother about them....
everytime go to skul also got tis feelings....
but then i still pretend like nothing hapen at all........
juz keep silent.........
felt no energy to bother about them anymore....
juz sometime really got some stuff oni i'll bother them.....
new sem start.....
a brand new mask being wearing when facing them.....
kind of be used to tis kind of feelings....
always wearing mask in every skul life.....
juz wearing a brand new mask now oni......
true fren....
at skul life haven really being found out a 100% true fren....
sometimes felt tired when facing them.....
bac to house still need to pretend i'm ntg at all....
maybe juz got my sis can heard my skull stuff.....
luckily i've a sis.....
my mom juz know how to scold me wit vulger words oni....
i know sometimes she's are using tat kind of way to remind me....
but.........
really tired of masked life....
tis week almost everyday drink beer and try to hocus myself....
maybe sometimes life needed something to hocus ourself....

oct 26

today is a day tat's i felt hav did jor many stuff....
at morning 9am got gym workout lo........
then late jor abit.........
run inside sport complex about 45+++minuts....
cos being cheat by the gym coach........
last week say needed to run oni 30minuts wo....
but nvm my stamina trains bac alot since last sat d basketball........
no feelings runs tis long time............
then rest awile and then did't some really gym stuff........
when the time almost end gym workout........
cos of i'm late.........
i've a punishment........
tat's sing a song....
walao who dare to sing oo...........
luckily tat not juz me are the late one.......
so us....
sing a chrismas song and settle it lo>.<
then when the time walking to take taxi bac home.......
i'm starting worry about the drama group discussion......
dun know weather is today d afternoon got discussion or 2mr....
but then still did't bother about it.....
bac jor home take lunch and play facebook awile....
then sleep till 2pm+......
wasai not enough for me....
but need to rush to skul and havin class........
then need wait about 2 hours oni hav another class..........
haih...........damn tired and boring...........
why the time table change like tis lea..........
the fk-ing mss tutor la.......
now change a part timer teach........
argh.............dulan.........
then bac jor home after last class lo..........
damn tired.........
need.............
need..........
need....
rest................

oct 24,25

oct 24
today since morning 7 something i've wake
and prepare go to skul.....
but not go for class is go for basketball...........
the reason tat i'm not bac to hometown and saturday still at kl is....
2mr is my fren....jun yi dad wedding.........
so i've follow he bac to his new house today night........
morning me and wai jing go to skul basketball........
thought will not much ppl d......
god know..........
really not very much ppl lo.........
morning hav non-stop basketball about 1+++hours
wow.....
stamina haven train bac yet...........
so.......so...........so.............喘咯..........
but non-stop basketball.........
then finally get on the beat jor..........
and my basketball skills almost train bac jor.........
and stamina train bac almost 60% jor^^...........
happy...........thought very tired after tat...........
after tat know some basketball fren's.........
and hapen many things after basketball.........
then bac jor house quickly rush to shower......
then rush to take lunch.........
then quickly bac to bed and rest.......
zzz...........zzz.................zzz.........
hard to sleep...........
juz sleep about 1 hour oni.........
then play pc awile and wait till about5pm take lrt and change bus go to jun yi house....
at his house hav a party for his dad........
eat 99............and drink 2 can of beer..........
oni me and jun yi drink 2 can beer.......
guan huat and wai jing drink 1 can.......
they've shock after saw me drink beer......
cos i'm get red........
i mean my face turns red fast........
not i'm already drunk......
but maybe my..........
MY 血液循环 so fast lo..........
like my mom.......
easily turn red after drink some alcohol stuff.........

oct 25....
today is the day tat jun yi dad wedding.....
since morning all ppl already stanby.........
juz wait for some rich ppl who like to be late..........
tat's is martin,khing mun,and wai jing....
me,jun yi,guan huat all waiting for them....
then after they've arrive on time....
we all go to the bride house........
reach there jor lea.........
before receibe the bride......
ofcourse need to play some games d la........
when we reach there the bride use WEBCAM.......
order jun yi dad to did something.......
1st thing is.........
drink the balsam pear juice....
but ofcourse not one ppl drink all la........
jun yi dad need to drink one glass.......
then jun yi,me,khing mun,martin,and wai jing help him drink all the rest...
but tis not the most 'kek' part...
2nd thing is need to choose a box....
inside the box got diff kind of bugs........
wasai.........play so hard mea.........
like fear factor oo..........
the same ppl.........
jun yi,me,khing mun,martin,and wai jing........
HELP!!!
jun yi dad settle some bugs...........
wakao............really scare then chewing>.<
then originally tat time are starving jor d.......
but after eat the bug..........
felt dun wan eat jor......
next time if someone d weeding need to eat bugs........
maybe i'll run 1st>.<..........
but it's a 'good experience'...........
then after all of tis.........
reach jor afternoon about 1pm........
me and jun yi go to KP shop awile....
before we've to bac kl.....
KP really change alot jor lo..........
long time did't go there.........
then about 3something about 4 bac to jun yi house rest awile....
then take train come bac kl...........
hav a nice day^^
hehe..........

hurts.....pain......

frens.....
friendship........
couple's.....
loves...........
which more hurts??
which more pain??
for me.....
it's fren's will hurt me more....
and feel more pain.....
cos i've not be in relationship till now......
or i should say..........
maybe 'them' did't really tat treat me as fren....
juz a ppl tat can be abandon anytime.....
study till now....
oni i realize tat some fren's....
really like shit....
thou i'm always alone....
but tis not wat i wan...
but no else know me clearly oni....
and no one else care or treat me like good buddy....
till now oni i've found 3-7 fren....
oni them are able to called fren....
who really i able to share something wit them....
haih.....
maybe tis is the reality,tis being called life....
many ppl in tis world will become sick...
maybe is because of them can't found a true fren tat able to share....
themselves juz themselves....
juz like me........
or i should say me juz like them....
can't found a true fren tat able to share everything....
will today.....
i've juz found few fren's tat can share abit oni....
not all...........
haih....
tis called '知己难求'
haih..........
hope in my life able to find one true fren ba>.<

Oct 19

today......tis week start....
my sem 2 coco hav started.....
tat's gym.....
when the morning.....
haven go to skul yet....
lazy to wake up.....
yesterday plan wanna go to skul 8am and play basketball for awile d....
god know morning really is a good time to sleep....
so go to skul at about 9am....
but still play basketball for few minuts....
late arrive the coco.....
lucky tat tis week is the 1st time....
the coach did't say anything....
then he start to said some rules and regulation....
till about 9.30am...
then oni we go to the gym there....
then dun know who the fk ppl told us tat no need the slip wo....
diu9 he....
at last i'm gonna rush to CICT and print out the slip....
then bac to the gym there giv coach see jor the slip......
haih......
then i play the running machine....
dun know run how many distance jor.....
after tat really 'tak boleh tahan'
and go to toilet vomit .....
黄疸水 juz come out>.<
but it's feel better after vomit....
after tat........
argh.....dun know wat hapen....
then finish jor coco bac home d....
go bac home 1st thing is REST!!!
sleep till 1pm something oni wake and go take lunch...
agrh.....whole day feel not so well.....
then take jor lunch bac home prepare to go skul jor....
after the 3-4pm EFC class....
then 5-6.30 d mass media and society class...
MMS class as usual the dun know who d tutor did't come again!!!
superb dulan....
tis is the 3rd time like tis jor.....
did't come/dun hav class....
dun know to inform d wo....
cb la.....waste my time.....
dulan lo!!!

超累得一天......

噢。。。。。。
今天早上八点就有课了~
七点多起床梳洗完毕后就去搭巴士了
怎知道巴士已走了~
天啊。。。
就在逼不得以的情况下~
只好走路去学校了......
虽说也不是很远,不过就是没那么早就走路去学校咯~
这是史上的第一次!!!
累惨了~
然后一整天是靠着我的意志力挺下来的~
上课上到中午十二点多.....
又要走一段路去搭轻快铁......
然后吃了下午餐后老爸载我下巴生载弟妹~
直到五点多才回到家~
就开始对着电脑到现在了.......
真佩服我自己呀~
能挺到现在!!!

sooo......."kek"

today at about 4am oni sleep....
watch movie till siao>.<
dun know why hav such energy....
then wake up at about 1pm
and 2pm got class jor.....
luckily tat i've made it....
but not on time....
late about 6 minut's
then the teacher let us go early......again.....
swt......ntg do jor lo....
about 2 hours later oni got class....
then decide to go bac home did something lo......
collect money and pay bill......
then about 4.30pm walk to skul....
5pm got class...
god know tat 4.55pm reach skul d M block....
saw kevin and he told me tat my class hav being cancel....
omg.....wat can i say?!
walk bac home again lo....about 5.20pm reach home.....
swt walk till sweat jor lo.....
zzz............wat a day...........

new sem life

tis week is the 1st week of 2nd sem
the 1st day of 2nd sem
wow.....class hav being cancel...
2nd day d class hate it and i swear i won't go for it
if it takes attendance only i'll go
3rd day skip lecture cos of lazy go......
4th day go for the morning class
english for comunication 8-10
walao
really whole day physically i'm awake
but mentally i'm still sleeping d>.<
originally plan to go for the following afternoon class d
but then cos of too tired........
bac home and eat jor...
straightly faint...........
the 5th day
tat's today
hav no classes.....
but 2mr hav a replacement class
i skip it for sure
cos i'm at hometown now jor.......
not kl home^^
my 1st week of 2nd sem can said is go there for fun oni........
2nd week or 3rd week start oni i'll start bz........
hope i able to handle it^^

big news for me

today
'hiam hiam'(hokkien)
go to skul do sohai
cos today d class hav canceled jor
lucky tat be4 i go to skul i ask 'jia hui' of which block we've class
then she told me tat class cancel jor
wahaha..........
but the bad stuff is 'wai jing'
为了等我.........
miss jor skul bus.............
ngek ngek..................
later i think he'll come bac kill me>.<
hiah
start sem d 1st class jiu cancel
2mr d class i won't go for it d..........
straightly wait till wednesday oni go........
hehehe.............
wat a new sem.............

stayin in a bird cage

arrrhhhhhhh...............
at home can't go out hang really boringzzzzz...........
at home really like stayin inside bird cage
won't hav chances hang at outside d>.<
wan faster start new sem arh.........
at kl home at least won't easy get such boring like now........
at there still got public transport and got some place go to........
at here?!
if can't on9 at home really more boring lo............
haih...........
whole family juz me was in holiday..........
all work or study........
but still i did't hav my own car to drive........
poor arh............
really poor arh...........
boringzzz.................
really bird cage life...........
dun wanna be 宅男了。。。。。。