today d mood

today receive 2 news
both are also bad news
1st is my dun know no. which d uncle hav pass away
2nd is my sis and bro feeling not well today
haih
juz now felt........
human being really weird
and i hate about myself
can't did anything to help my sis and bro
even can't sent them to hospital hav a check............
haih.............
maybe tis is the life.....
not everything d flow can run as u wish to.....
and juz now another fellings comes to me
tat's after college life........
sem break tis time
i felt my another 'me' is coming out from the darknest
now oni realise tat me is not me
althought everyday i'm like smile and face everything i met
like i'm not bother about tis and tat
but......
i do bother.......
juz being hidden up by me
juz dun know how to do....
dun know wat i'm saying..........
haih>.<